What I'm Reading: 'Billy Budd' by Herman Melville

As you'll find out later this week, Moby Dick is one of my favorite novels, and I keep trying and failing to replicate the experience with other stories by Herman Melville; it seems my time would be better spent just re-reading Moby Dick. Billy Budd is not a bad approximation in the loosest possible sense -- it is, after all, a book about sailors. But it lacks all of the metaphor and moral punch of Moby Dick, and although I love Melville's prose, it also lacks the total weirdness of Moby Dick, which is an incredibly idiosyncratic novel.

The Bookhive List: 'The Virgin Suicides' by Jeffrey Eugenides

The Virgin Suicides is extra special to me, even among the other titles on The Bookhive List. I remember really distinctly reading it on an 8th grade trip to Washington D.C., which is so completely random, but it was the best possible escape during loud bus rides. The novel came into my life when I was a very angsty teen, and that was enough of a reason to love it, but as an adult I moved to Grosse Pointe, where it takes place (although I'll clarify even though no one cares -- I live in the cooler, WASPier part of GP, not the part where Catholic girls gets sad and kill themselves and everything is a metaphor for white flight and mid-60s suburban culture and lost innocence). Now when the weather turns warm and the fish flies descend on every possible surface I start listening to the band Air again in the car and I usually pull out The Virgin Suicides for a little revisit. I never get tired of reading about my hometown, especially when the prose is so beautiful and the novel so incredibly structured. Obviously the best place to read it is poolside at the Little Club with a Bloody Mary in hand, but if that isn't possible it's acceptable to read it in a very green suburban park or in the rumpus room of a split-level ranch built in the 1950s.

The Bookhive List is a weekly recommendation of my all-time favorite, must-read books

What I'm Reading: 'The Round House' by Louise Erdrich

I was not fully prepared for the emotional punch of the first two chapters of this novel. I knew going into it that it was the story of a Native American family dealing with the tragedy of an attack on their mother, but I wasn't really ready for the violence and trauma that ensued. That isn't to say I didn't enjoy it or that it doesn't deserve the praise heaped upon it, but many women are tired of reading/watching/hearing rape narratives, so consider yourself warned.

The story is told through the narration of the son of the woman who was attacked, which mostly functions as a brilliant storytelling method, but I couldn't shake this feeling of wanting more at times. As a reader, we never venture inside the mind of the woman who was attacked, and as a character, she gets very little development, in part because after her attack she largely shuts herself off to her husband and son. It made me feel like a piece of the story was missing, as strong as the narrative was otherwise.

This is my first experience with Erdrich, and I'm looking forward to reading her other novels. Have any of you read her books yet?

What I'm Reading: 'The Brothers' by Masha Gessen

Masha Gessen is woefully underrated and is one of the most important journalists working today. And if Russia's track-record with journalists critical of the Putin regime are any indication, she is an incredibly brave woman who risks her life in order to report. She is uniquely positioned, as a Russian American journalist who built her career on coverage of the war in Chechnya, to write about the Tsarnaev brothers and the historical-cultural context that lead to the events of the Boston Bombing.

I consumed this book very quickly. When the Boston Bombing manhunt was playing out on television, I was at a conference for work, and my colleagues and I spent all our free time in the hotel bar, glued to the television. Once the manhunt (and the conference) were over, it was very easy to transition back to normal life and forget about the narrative we had been given. Reading The Brothers was an important reminder of the incredibly frustrating number of mistakes made by the American media in the immediate aftermath. Gessen's research serves as a much-needed reminder that there are two sides to every story, and while her sympathy for the Tsarnaevs (especially Dzhokhar) occasionally comes on too strong, her willingness to carefully examine and question the events surrounding the bombing is admirable.

I picked up her book hoping to find thoughtful answers to the many unanswered questions that remain -- including the motive for the crime, which has been short-handed as "radicalization" in a way that feels really insufficient. Instead I walked away from this book with more questions than answers, which is a frustrating experience, but it's also, at least in this case, the mark of good journalism. 

What I'm Reading: 'Spinster' by Kate Bolick

At no point has this book met my expectations; when the title first came across my radar (full title, Spinster: Making a Life of One's Own ), I thought it sounded like a pseudo-feminist book about solitude and was therefore right up my alley, much in the vein of a Rebecca Solnit book. Then I saw and was horrified by the cover, which led me to believe it was some kind of humorous self-help book. I truly cannot understand what they intended with that cover -- this is not an apt comparison because a man would never write a book about being single, but if he did, there certainly wouldn't be a picture of him on the cover. And if there was a picture of him on the cover, he wouldn't be drinking tea (?) but dressed for cocktails and generally looking sassy. At this point, I decided against reading it.

But then my friend Marie (my best "girl bachelor" friend) recommended it enthusiastically, so I decided to give it a chance; I was pleased to find that it was not at all as vapid as the cover indicates it will be, but I was still a little let down in the end. As confused as I was about what this book is, the book itself seems equally confused about what it wants to be. Bolick's style is so, so writerly, and every sentence carries the weight of years of journalism and MFA training. The resulting prose is stilted and heavy. The book is actually structured around five particular single women/writers who had a profound influence on Bolick's life, and yet these five women are not in any way acknowledged until you really dig in to the text. Bolick has an infuriating habit of assuming the reader knows enough about the women (such as Edna St. Vincent Millay) so she can skip over a lot of the broad strokes biographical stuff, but the result is minute details and constant diversions from her own life to theirs and yet I found myself absorbing absolutely nothing about these women or their writing. The whole experience was so uneven and I desperately wished she would've focused on either herself or a more universal concept of spinsterhood instead of trying to bring it all together.

What I'm Reading: 'Train Dreams' by Denis Johnson

Sometimes the best way to get back on the proverbial horse is to read something small and satisfying that can be finished very quickly, and that's exactly what I did with Train Dreams. It was succinct and lovely and the perfect thing to get me back in the groove of reading. Immediately upon finishing and re-shelving it I picked up a 400 page novel so I think I'm officially back.

This is also the perfect novella for when you're in a 'There Will Be Blood' kind of mood, which is always my mood when it's hot and sunny.

What I'm Reading: Nothing!

This post is remarkable for me because for the first time in at least a year, I haven't really had a book on my plate; yes, War and Peace is still taking up space on my nightstand, and I've got a few things on my Kindle that still need to be wrapped up (Hausfrau, Kindred, more Elena Ferrante), but I've taken a long and enjoyable break from really engaging with literature. 

It's weird for me to say I've enjoyed it, because there is almost nothing I enjoy more than reading, but the weather has warmed up dramatically in the past few weeks and I've used every spare moment to be outside in my garden., which is a very new hobby for me. I suppose in the long-term I'm just trying to create an elaborate outdoor reading space, but there is a lot of labor involved. I also enjoyed a week-long vacation in Iceland, and although the Kindle made the journey with me, I barely picked it up. We camped several nights and by the time we snuggled into our sleeping bags I was exhausted and reading held no appeal.

Now that I'm home, however, and my flowering trees are in full bloom, I'm very ready to get back into it -- War and Peace will be finished, even if it takes me until December, and I'm ready to make a new stack of TBR books to litter the floor.

What I'm Reading: 'The Interestings' by Meg Wolitzer

Meg Wolitzer should be a bigger deal. She is a great example, along with Clare Messud, of a contemporary woman writer who consistently churns out excellent work but is just never put on a pedestal the way her contemporaries tend to be...and by "contemporaries" I mostly mean her male contemporaries. You might notice a lovely and kind quote from Eugenides on the front cover of The Interestings, and that was an very pointed choice for a blurb, because Eugenides is often cited as an example of a writer who would not achieve the same kind of critical acclaim if he were a woman. I think that's not a good reason to hate on Eugenides, because he's an incredible write, but so is Meg Wolitzer, so please do yourself a favor and read her books as well.

The Interestings has been on my list for quite a long time now, and I'm ashamed to admit it's my first book by Wolitzer, but I'm really loving it. The first chapter introduces us to a group of adolescents who we'll then see come of age and devolve into middle-age over the course of the rest of the novel, and their introduction at summer camp in the early 1980s gave me such Wet, Hot American Summer vibes. I'm truly enjoying the experience and I'm excited to read more of her work.

What I'm Reading: 'The Story of a New Name' by Elena Ferrante

As much as I enjoyed the first Neapolitan novel, My Brilliant Friend, I think I enjoyed The Story of a New Name even more; the novel picks up quite neatly at the ending of the first novel, with a particularly defining narrative moment in the lives of Lila and Lenu, an event which will very much set the tone and the narrative course for the second novel (I hope that isn't spoiler-y). The girls are now 16 and although their lives diverged in childhood when Lenu continued her education and Lila was forced to drop out of school, the divergence becomes that much more pronounced as they come of age along with the rest of their childhood playmates in their impoverished Italian neighborhood.

Ferrante's ability to write about adolescence is really striking, and I'm curious how an actual teenager would react to The Story of a New Name. The narrative is so meticulous and detailed and maybe the reason it feels like such an accomplishment to me is that I, like Ferrante, am an adult woman, looking back on her teenage experiences, and thus, I share her vision, whereas an actual teenager currently entrenched in the experience wouldn't relate to Lila and Lenu's experiences at all. Nevertheless, the coming of age of these characters who the reader has grown to know so intimately in My Brilliant Friend is an incredibly satisfying and rewarding experience that only comes from a really long, rich novel of this scope. Perhaps most significantly, we see the fictional Elena Greco and the real Elena Ferrante merge more and more, and every moment of realization at a shared trait only enhances the reading experience and feels like the discovery of some further treasure in a novel that is already so rich.

I have really fallen deeply in love with these novels; I purchased Book 3 on my Kindle within minutes of finishing The Story of a New Name, and the September 2015 publication date for Book 4 (the final novel) was just announced, so I am very ready to continue living in this world for a while longer.

What I'm Reading: 'Hausfrau' by Jill Alexander Essbaum

Hausfrau is one of the few very contemporary books that has managed to crack my reading list so far this year, and that is thanks in large part to my husband buying me a copy after hearing an interview with the author on NPR's Weekend Edition. Normally my inclination is to wait until the end of the year to pick and choose from the best reviewed and most talked-about literary fiction from the year prior, but there is a unique kind of satisfaction that comes from reading something while it's shiny and new and being buzzed about.

I would describe Hausfrau as one part Madame Bovary and one part Anna Karenina, but although I still haven't finished it, I am not assuming it will end in any similar fashion. It doesn't function as the same kind of morality tale, but it is a story about a housewife and mother who becomes increasingly alienated from her husband and seeks solace in affairs. That is a total oversimplification of what is a very complex and psychological novel, but those comparisons immediately came to mind when I started it, and they place Hausfrau in excellent company.

What I'm Reading: 'A Story Lately Told' by Anjelica Huston

Anjelica Huston's life is better than yours. It just is. If this bothers you, then this isn't the memoir for you. She gets a ruby from her father when she catches the measles, because it matches her red spots; nearly half the book describes equestrian dramas, etc. The best part is that she is so utterly nonchalant about the whole thing, as if being John Huston's daughter is perfectly ordinary, because to her it was. She makes for a terrific narrator and I highly recommend the audio book version, with her lovely, lovely voice over. I'm really just reading this to get to the second volume, which details her life as a young actress in the 70s, but this has made for a really whimsical, enchanting detour.

What I'm Reading: 'Notes From Underground' by Fyodor Dostoevsky

Why, oh why, am I doing this to myself? Blame it on War and Peace and the remarkable skills of Richard Pevear and Larissa  Volokhonsky whose translations of prominent Russian fiction have become ubiquitous. Part of my motivation in choosing War and Peace as my first big novel of 2015 was my utter lack of exposure to Russian literature. Thus, my decision to round out my exposure even further with some Dostoevsky, his shortest novel, just to be on the safe side: over-exposure to Russian literature is a very real, dangerous thing. However, I think I would have benefited greatly from choosing a Dostoevsky novel with more of an actual plot, because this is nothing more than 120 pages of rambling monologue that perfectly encapsulates all my pre-conceived notions of the book, based solely on the men I have known who admire it. 

What I'm Reading: 'Girl in a Band' by Kim Gordon

My inability to connect with the music of Sonic Youth is one of my life's greatest embarrassments. When I think about it now, it conjures up a lot of "missed connection"-type feelings, as if I just barely missed out on being a huge fan. On paper, they were the perfect band for me -- I worshipped Marc Jacobs, Sofia Coppola and Chloe Sevigny as a teen and any band fronted by a woman was of interest to me. I got really into a lot of bands peripheral to and clearly inspired by Sonic Youth, and even listened to Hole. But somehow I missed the boat, and as an adult I have always had a hard time listening to their music, which is so dissonant, and tends to conjure up memories and emotions from adolescence that I'd rather not indulge in.

I'm really hopeful that reading Kim Gordon's exceptional memoir Girl in a Band will change that for me. This has always been my experience with music memoirs -- when I lack an entry-point into the band's catalog, I have used literary connections to forge my own path, which comes so much more naturally. Kim Gordon is someone I greatly admire and even though I didn't listen to her music, she served as a major style and feminist icon in my coming-of-age. Her memoir is really great, with just enough dirt on the 90s music scene, and a really intense description of her Joan Didion-era California upbringing.

What I'm Reading: 'The First Bad Man' by Miranda July

The First Bad Man was our February book club selection, but I wasn't able to get a copy from the library until it was much too late, short and quick of a read as it is. Instead I got the enjoy the surprisingly delightful experience of hearing my friends discuss it, which only whet my appetite to read it. There were many funny remarks that made me reflect on what my friends think about me, including "I'd recommend you read it -- but I wouldn't recommend most people read it," and "I think you should read it because you'd enjoy thinking about it and writing about it." 

They were all right -- I did really enjoy it and I was really anxious to blog about it. And I, too, would not recommend it to very many people. It is a very contemporary novel that somehow manages to make the normal and the mundane feel so extraordinary and grotesque. It reminded me of Sheila Heti's writing in its frankness about ordinary life. There is a constant tension in the characters, and as a reader you will always be wondering if they are decidedly strange and their actions macabre, of if you are just glimpsing the average internal life of an average human.

Miranda July is such a famous figure in certain circles, so I truly did not expect much from this novel, and I was completely blown away by it. The blurb from Hilton Als on the back cover helped, and I'm really anxious to read her short story collection now.

What I'm Reading: 'My Brilliant Friend' by Elena Ferrante

I almost hate posting the above photo of the English edition cover of the first volume in the Neapolitan novels trilogy, because it motivated me to start reading e-books on my Kindle. It is a truly hideous book and proof of the adage that you cannot judge a book by the cover (but as an aside -- there is nothing wrong with a beautiful book, and whenever possible, isn't is preferable?).

My Brilliant Friend has the dubious honor of having re-energized my reading and getting me out of a bit of a slump, along with preventing my reading War and Peace very quickly. Elena Ferrante's trilogy about a lifelong friendship between two women has been on my radar for quite some time -- James Wood at The New Yorker is a huge advocate and the author has gotten a lot of buzz lately for being famously reclusive. Her identify is somewhat shrouded, causing the Italian press to speculate that 'Elena Ferrante' is the pen-name of a more established (male) Italian author. This is unfair and seems almost certainly untrue.

I've never read a better characterization of female friendship and more and more I'm realizing how much I enjoy books that explore this relationship. Maybe it's because I've been happily married for five years, but generally books that focus on romantic relationship don't do much for me -- they either focus on passionate and tempestuous relationships that are doomed, or on the numbness of prolonged monogamy, neither of which mean anything to me. But at this point in my life, relationships between women seem like the most dynamic and engaging, and as a reader it's what I'm drawn to.

What I'm Reading: 'Housekeeping' by Marilynne Robinson

This is my first foray into Marilynne Robinson's fiction and I put it off in the same way I put off Joan Didion -- because I knew reading Marilynne Robinson's fiction would mean a multi-volume commitment, and I fully expect to read her four major novels within a relatively short span. Housekeeping was her first novel and is very distinct from the following three, which together make up the Gilead trilogy. It was also nominated for a Pulitzer Prize -- yes, her FIRST novel was nominated for a Pulitzer Prize.

I often struggle with writing about books because I hate the way most people talk about books -- "What are you reading? Is it any good?" etc. A book's value has nothing to do with whether or not the average reader thinks it's "good," and to say I've enjoyed reading Housekeeping or even that I admire Robinson's prose seems completely pointless. No one should care what I think -- she's one of the most decorate authors in America today, and writing about her is just a reminder of how humbling this experience can be. I was very anxious to read her work and write about it, but when it actually comes down to putting down my thoughts, everything I want to say seems incredibly dumb and insufficient.

Just read her books. This literary blogging identity crisis will probably pass.

 

What I'm Reading: 'Giovanni's Room' by James Baldwin

I read my first James Baldwin novel (Go Tell it on the Mountain) in late 2013, so for the entirety of #ReadWomen2014, I was anxiously awaiting the opportunity to read more James Baldwin. The events of Ferguson made his writing all the more relevant (unfortunately), and Melville House recently published his last interview, making James Baldwin very top-of-mind for me.

I can't really describe Giovanni's Room without revealing that it disappointed me. The prose is stark and beautiful and it's an intensely rendered love story, BUT -- it's probably the first novel to make me realize how much #ReadWomen2014 has changed me. The fact that there's a few very minor female characters doesn't necessarily bother me; it is, after all, one of the most significant gay novels ever published, so it's not really a book about women. But that said, I just wasn't able to connect with it in the way I expected to, nor in the way that I did with Go Tell it on the Mountain. It's such a brief little book, but it just left me cold in a way I haven't experienced in a long time.

What I'm Reading: 'The Beautiful Struggle' by Ta-Nahesi Coates

Ta-Nehisi Coates is one of my favorite journalists, and almost exclusively the writer I turn to when I want an intelligent response to issues related to race in America (the other is Gene Denby of NPR's Code Switch and PostBourgie). He's a great person to get caught-up on when you're in the mood for some serious long-form journalism. He's also the antidote to any conversation with an elderly person about the death of journalism because his articles are long and robust and meticulously researched and everything that journalism should be in 21st-century America. 

I loved his memoir, The Beautiful Struggle, which will surprise exactly no one who read the above paragraph. He reflects on his childhood and coming-of-age specifically, which makes me very hopeful for future volumes about  his time at Howard University or his early career as a professional writer. Coates grew up the son of an independent press owner/sometime Black Panther member in peak-crack epidemic Baltimore. I found everything about the memoir to be incredibly fresh and relevant and at a time in my life when I'm making a conscious effort to read more books by African American authors, I especially found The Beautiful Struggle  to be a true pleasure that I hope others take the time to discover. It wouldn't surprise me if it's one day part of a larger canon of influential books by African American men.

What I'm Reading: 'Station Eleven' by Emily St. John Mandel

Station Eleven was in many ways THE novel of 2014, showing up on most of the lists and being nominated for most of the prizes. It also managed to gain a pretty steady public following and great sales, which isn't always true of critically-acclaimed novels.

Much of early 2015 has been all about getting caught up on the previous year's books, especially now that I know which books are most likely to have a lasting impact, so I was really anxious to finally make time for Station Eleven, which, based on the premise alone, seemed like something I'd love. I have a natural bias for anything that takes place in Ontario or Michigan, so a post-apocalyptic novel about a Shakespearean theater troupe who travels the Great Lakes region was definitely for me

A lot of intelligent book critics and fellow authors have complained about the over-abundance of post-apocalyptic stories lately; I guess I'm less sensitive to this because I can only recall one other post-apocalyptic novel that I've read recently (and it was great), but I understand the weariness with it as a trope because we've been so inundated with movies and TV shows on the same topic; I don't even watch them and I'm sick of them anyway.  Many reviewers were quick to point out, however, how gracefully Emily St. John Mandel navigated this saturated terrain. 

In a general sense, I agreed with that; I was impressed by the freshness of her ideas and the very unique plot devices she used to framed an otherwise worn-out trope. That said, I wasn't really impressed with the writing, which I did not expect. I found all of the dialogue to be very stilted and unnatural, almost performative maybe? I also struggled with the character development, which felt lacking for a few central figures, especially an accomplished actor and movie star, Arthur Leander, whose death at the beginning of the novel seems to spark the long series of events that leads to an almost empty Earth, 20 years later. He is the character we spend the most time with, but something about him felt utterly lacking. 

The novel is very structured, with the events moving forwards and backwards constantly, and there are also narrative devices like letters and interviews thrown in; it comes across as very heavy, deliberately-constructed scaffolding used to prop everything else up, and it wasn't successful. I was irritated, for example, when one of our protagonists, Kirsten, was quoted as saying very profound, thematically-summarizing statements in her interviews, which, ostensibly, were supposed to be about her experience when the world ended. There was absolutely nothing clever or subtle about it, and I wondered about the effects of twenty years of violent, traumatic survival on her as a character. She showed so few signs of it and even when the reader was in her head, we got almost nothing from her, suggesting the death of everyone she knew at age eight didn't have much lasting effect...and yet she has the public demeanor of a very poetic, highly-educated woman.

I don't expect novels to be particularly "realist" and I don't mind heavy-handed structural devices, but the success has to be determined by the effect and the ease with which the authors yields the devices, and in this case there was just no grace or elegance to the writing. 

I should mention, this is only something that struck me toward the end of the novel, because I devoured it. I genuinely enjoyed it and would recommend it, but I'm not sure if it deserves the universal acclaim that it's received up to this point.

What I'm Reading: 'The Empathy Exams' by Leslie Jamison

The Empathy Exams made a big splash in 2014, appearing on many of the different "Best of" lists for non-fiction and essays. It didn't really catch my attention until I started noticing this pattern; up to that point I had thought it was something in the self-help/New Age genre, based solely on the title. 

I'm very glad I read it in the end, because it was not even remotely what I expected, even after I saw all the critical attention it was receiving. Mary Karr's blurb on the front cover threw me off a bit as well..."This riveting book will make you a better human." I know it's coming from Mary Karr, but come on. But don't let any of that hold you back; title and blurbs aside, it's a really well-crafted book of essays that I enjoyed as much as any other nonfiction I read this year, and I would put it up with Eula Biss' On Immunity and Rebecca Solnit's Men Explain Things to Me as examples of incredibly strong essay-writing from young women. I read an article on a kind of Golden Age of woman essayists, and as much as I hate that kind of generalization. I did read a lot of excellent essays by women this year, The Empathy Exams chief among them. Jamison's topics range as widely as the West Memphis Three and Ultramarathoners, but her voice is so pervasive and effective that she somehow manages to pull it all together in a way that feels earned and never convenient. She also pays thoughtful homage to her predecessors like Susan Sontag and Joan Didion, which I never tire of seeing in essays.

Perhaps the most exciting part of discovering new women essayists this past year is that so many of them have plenty of older books/pieces that I can't wait to read now.